pssstttt! hye hye hye, I'm back guys! lama saya tak update blog right? ohh seriously I miss my blog and all followers. don't believe it? it's okay ^.^
haa all of my friends always ask me this question "Hey, hows your life in KMPP?" err its like tak ada soalan lain ke? but I need to answer that Q right. so my answer is "so far so good" even its not too good. huhu a lot of cerita sedih lah you all. of course best life in KMPP but ada something yg menganggu fikiran dan otak dan akal dan nerve dan neuron2 dan ............... okay terlebih sudah -.-
okay, let me story apa yg menganggu fikiran saya. first thing is CRUSH. 'musnah'? eh eh bukan yg tu. crush yg orang dok kata tu. kita panggil ia sebagai LOVE CRUSH. apakah? ouh itu maksudnya seseorang yg kita tak tahu banyak pasal dia. but we interested with his/her physically attitude :)
I attracted to someone at KMPP and I don't know why perasaan dekat dia lain dari org yg first sy minat masa masuk KMPP. he was second person that I minat and I don't know why I'm attracted with him.(sigh)
fist time I saw him, memang rasa macam nak gugur jantung. I don't know why and why and why!!!!! (screaming) okay sorry overacting again -.- 1st perkenalan kitorang memang sangat pelik dan sangat sweet. is it sweet? (thinking) and dia pernah cakap yg moment tu dia tak pernah lupa. seriously I was so blushing and so excited. but itu semua dulu. dulu kitorang rapat and dah macam kawan baik dah. but now he became different. dia dah jarang text saya. *jarang ke? bukan tak text langsung* and bila jumpa pun dah jarang tegur. I don't know why, but I think maybe this is called MEN.
He doesn't know about my feeling toward him. and I know mungkin sebab tu dia jauhkan diri dari saya. but saya tak nak dia layan saya sebab kesian or something like that. I just wanna him treat me as his friend is enough. at least text lah sekali seminggu ke kan? (over again) hurm, xpe lah. mungkin he's not my fate. mungkin ada org lain kot. its okay lah minat jauh2 kan? (sigh) so hope you all know how sakitnya diri ni tahan perasaan ni. errrrr o.O
okay bye, ceq nak pi tidoq sat
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